Life isn’t made to be forced at the last minute; life is made to be lived up until the last minute. I knew that if I was to get out of this rut of a forced life, I was to take responsibility for this wonderful life that God blessed me with.

Time was on my side but was I making the right choices? I was making the right choices but was it in time? Confusing questions that came at a confusing time, but maybe I was just stuck in between choices and needed to make a choice…

I still have the power of choice and while I may be delivered from bondage, I may never be free from them, unless my mind changes. Deliverance or Freedom…

Who really would want to derail any true positive progress being made? I knew I wouldn’t do such a thing to myself but still I had moments of being derailed. There were still these moments when life just seemed off.

Choices. We are left with them. Still sometimes I gave my choices away for free. I didn’t know where I was going, I was going no-where and fast. But in my heart, I was longing to shout now-here…Choices.

I have to think to myself, do I fly or control myself around this mountain, this obstacle in my way? Do I self-fly or self-control myself?

I couldn’t fight my way through my battles. I had to work through my battles. Not with my head down avoiding any bullets or distractions, but with my head held high.

I had to stop living for me and live for the We. It was time to have fun and not be focused on my current status, as we are all living this current status.

I am not a military person, but I know what it means to man your post, at least in military jargon. How do I translate that into my life?

As I go throughout my day, I encounter moments where I want to go into action and get things done but find myself stuck in position.

How can I say I lack if I haven’t maximized all opportunities…Honest moments…

I began to regain some trust in myself just in the last minutes. I was late but after being honest and open of how I got in my feelings, they regained my trust through honesty. I regained my trust again through honesty. I Trust Me…Trust Yourself…

Do we grind ourselves into the gears of progress as we grind away towards Our dream? At some point does the grinding just come to a halt?

Many times, we get too focused on being in training made we aren’t ready To Be ready at gametime. Too scared to get an injury. Kind of hard to get an injury without action.

Why not seek more especially if what is in front of you isn’t enough? My sight was only fixated on what was in front of me, only what I could physically touch and see. I only knew what I knew because what was in front of me was just enough.

Take a moment to breathe and be thankful. Take a moment to breathe and be happy counting it all joy. Why not take a moment to be thankful and joyful because once you overcome You no one can stand in your way.

There is a life within us tugging away. Just begging to be written out and lived out.

We might be in the desert surrounded by dust making the mistake by not realizing that within us is a river of life waiting to bring life to everything around it.