Strange…

Bringing clarity to an overwhelmed mind…

It was hard to know if I was in this constant foggy dream or if this was reality, but I also know I can’t afford for confusion to exist. So, it was time to get pinching away. As I pinched almost every inch of my arms, I realized this was no foggy dream just a foggy mind that needed a nice fresh breeze to blow away the fog. It was all so strange because I was failing and making mistake after mistake, but deep down there was this…this…this voice silently yelling IT’S OK. Strange…

I prayed for It but still was too blind to see It right in my hands. I was so focused on getting It that I turned off all receptors, except for the ones I allowed. I could see but I had no vision. I could touch but had no sense of feeling. I could hear but there were no words I could understand. It was all so strange because I was failing, I was making mistake after mistake. But deep down there was this…this…this voice silently yelling IT’S OK. Strange…

I didn’t know what to do at this point. All I could do was do what I just know to do, Thank Him. As the silent yelling, IT’S OK, began to grow louder its breath began to grow stronger. As the breath gained strength it began to clear the fog away. For I was never in a dream at all I was strangely awake. My vision began to become clear again, I could feel Him close to my heart, I could hear and understand better. I felt like I was failing and making mistake after mistake, but deep down there was this…this…this voice silently yelling IT’S OK. Strange…

Strange how I prayed for It and It was there all along just not in the form I believed It to be in. I wanted to move to that next level in my business, in my life, in my relationships. In all, I wanted to move every inch of my existence to the next level. I wanted to go to that next level because I knew at some point if I wanted to reach His Will I will have to let go. But strange I was there all along just had to realize this was no dream but reality. This…this…this voice yelling IT’S OK. Str…

The reality of things was that until I let go of past failures, past mistakes, and past success I was going to be stuck on those things. For none of the past was ever there for me to own. Strange, if it wasn’t for My God, My Yah none of it would have happened without Him allowing it all to happen in order for me to get right with my life. I failed, I made mistakes, I’ve had little success and major success and still none of those things would have been possible unless He allowed it to all happen. My identity isn’t in the things or byproducts of life, but the life He made just right for me. Strange, It was there all along, My Savior, Yashua…